If you don’t love yourself, you’ll always be chasing people who don’t love you.
i just want to smother someone with my affection. i have so much fucking affection. i have so much fucking time to give everything to another human. like, 90% of the time i fucking hate everyone, but a part of me just wants to love so fucking much that it hurts. A part of me just wants to spend every moment of every day focusing on another, and making them happy.
This is so me. Ugh. Love me
finally starting to remember who I am. I
lost myself for a while and I didn’t think I’d be able to find myself again. starting over, white blank page. here we go. this chapter will be much better than all the others.
I wasted so much of my time and love on someone that never actually gave any shits at all and it’s probably the worst realization I’ve ever had up to this point in my life. but cheers to learning experiences, right? you were a difficult one.
I’m doing much better than I thought I would. fuck you for making me think I couldn’t live without you.