I want to grow up and live in a small apartment in new york and have a husky and be with you.
I love crying while it rains because it sort of drowns out your thoughts but amplifies them at the same time. but I love it most because it feels like the universe is on your side.
it’s really strange to think think that we’re all just background characters in other people’s lives, someone they walk past while rushing to be somewhere or bump into on their way to get coffee and these people all have their own problems and insecurities and lives and we’re not part of them. i just think about that a lot.
I wish I could just relive things one last time. like you could experience the same thing twice but you could pick the second time. there are so many people and places and experiences that I either didn’t handle right, or I just didn’t take the time to fully absorb. that’s what I think about constantly. how if I could just relieve something one more time, then I could feel what I’m supposed to feel and get some satisfaction. life is just quickly passing by and I want it to slow the hell down because all I want to do is fill my days with love and happiness and take everything for what it’s actually worth. I miss so much because I’m constantly worrying about what’s going to happen next. but then again maybe things aren’t supposed to be relived, and maybe theres a good reason for that. Idk.
Star Sign Quotes
Journey to the End of the Night, Louis Ferdinand Celine(via astrolocherry)